Elena. 17 years young. Dreamcatchers. Love. Singing. Spontanaity. Passionate. Bitchy. Crazy. But stronger than anyone you'll ever meet.
in honor of september suicide awareness month.
“You’re not alone.
There is more to this, I know.
You can make it out.
You will live to tell.”
I just want the pain to go away. I want to stop hurting. I want to have at least one person in my life that I know for a fact is never going to go anywhere. I used to just wake up and know what certain people would be there but now it’s like everyone that I care about has slipped right out of my fingertips. Like my whole world has crumbled underneath me. Yeah. Most of the time I am happy. And physically and financially I am finally stable and in a stable environment for once. But emotionally I am just seriously fucked up. And lost. Did I mention how badly I hurt every day? Especially at night. At the night time I hurt so immensely. I just cry and I hurt. It’s like this pain that I cant even explain. I am in such a bad emotional state of mine. I just. I don’t know what to do anymore.